I'm in my room right now. The air-con is so not cooling. Maybe it's becos i just turned it on. The room is so cozy that i don't feel like leaving to anywhere. Wanted to study just now & i brought along my notes, my books, my pencil box into my room but now i don't feel like studying anymore. Instead, right now i'm sitting right in front of my laptop typing this. Next friday is my exam already i know i cannot just get a pass in order to get higher CGPA. I must do something but where are the motivations? They are hiding somewhere i guess. Sigh time to hit the books. Whatever is it, i must study... for the sake of everything.
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Birthday again hehehe!
As i've mentioned earlier, my mom & my grandma make me a birthday dinner. They made one of my favourite food - dumpling!
Biscotti! my mom made it & tell you what, i know how to make but i've no time for it. I'll do it during my holiday haha sounds exciting yo.
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As i've mentioned earlier, my mom & my grandma make me a birthday dinner. They made one of my favourite food - dumpling!
My mummy was cooking soup and i forced her to pose cos i want to remember it until i die. Sometimes, i wonder how am i gonna live without my family. Will i go kill myself also? I seriously cannot bear with the days without them cos i talk to them, tease them, laugh with them & etc every day, every single day. What am i gonna do without them?? Tell you what, i'll really go kill myself if they're gone suddenly. No kidding about it. Ok anyway, TOUCH WOOD. Nothing's gonna happen on all of us including you, my readers. May god bless all of us!
Po po. My parents always go to overseas when i was still young & when i still don't even know how to take care of myself. So my grandma looked after us when my parents are not around. I don't know why i like to talk to her. I find her when i'm down or when i needed someone to talk to. Even now, i still find her to talk & somehow i find myself hiding only few secrets from her. Anyway, she is just like other typical old people cos she likes to nag me. She nags me a lot when she come to my house haha but i still love her ok. Actually, i forced her to cook dumpling for me one cos her dumpling is the best. Oh my goodness, i suddenly feel like eating wantan mee now how! Enough thinking of food damn it
i love you both! muacks!!!! ♥
Love you too muacks!!! ♥
I don't know wads this but i find it a lot nicer than red vine cos it tastes sweet
Biscotti! my mom made it & tell you what, i know how to make but i've no time for it. I'll do it during my holiday haha sounds exciting yo.
That's all about my 2nd birthday. Lately, everything just seems not fine to me i don't know why. I think a lot when i'm alone & sometimes i just feel like crying but too bad it's hard to cry out. Haih whatever is it, life still goes on! Cheer up to myself! ^___^
ps: actually my chinese birthday is today my mom lied to me lol
ps: actually my chinese birthday is today my mom lied to me lol
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Yay today is my birthday again. Well, i know my birthday is over *sad but my mom told me today is my birthday also which i said before she likes to follow the chinese calender so there we go my birthday again hehe! Last saturday was my sis's so we kinda have a small celebration at home since our parents were not in Malaysia last month. We had abalone & mind you, we don't always eat abalone one ok i think we eat not more than 3 times a year wtf so i'm still very happy about eating abalone tho i actually don't think it's really that nice & i don't know what so expensive about it.
dad & me kacau-ing in the kitchen that my mom shouted us out. why so fierce ><
I almost drunk becos of this. i can feel myself flying already haha cos i couldn't even walk properly but it's only 11% alcohol wtf
The other day i was so bored & i followed my dad to giant @ shah alam becos he wans to check the sales of his new product. I thought it would be exciting. Learned a lot that i don't think i can get it from class that's why i always say i like marketing but too bad i hate essays so much that i decided to give up marketing. haih wasted.
I actually took a picture with the chef but i look ugly in it so no pics wtf. It's exciting when i see how my dad asked them about the sales and the happy look on his face when he see the sales figure. I was excited when they discuss about the promotion and etc. I seriously iz thinking to take marketing but i think figure suits me more.
Did i say before how much i love starbucks & i always miss the chance to go wtf. Finally i went *woohoo
me with my drink. see my happy face wtf
my caramel hot chocolate!! *loves*
& then yesterday i dropped my cards into the drain. So clumsy sigh! My dad already warned me before don't put things on the car's side door but still i put it cos it's already my habit! So yesterday when i open the car door i accidentally pull the cards out and they dropped directly into the drain before i had time to think what's going on. I stunned a while and realise i must do something to fix it *bravo. Tried to pull up the cover but failed wtf cos they're fixed! I panicked again & then Crystal decided to get help from the guard but who knows they said need to inform the management to get the machine to take up the cover. OK i stunned again. Luck was on my side cos i finally found one which can be taken up! So we 2 girls took up the cover & then i went inside and take my things. I can't believe i managed to go inside so now i know the advantage of being short! so that we can go inside the drain whenever needed wtf. One of my friend asked did i ever think of the dirtiness. Surprisingly, no. All i think was to get my cards out cos one is my touch & go card and then the other is my access card to enter my house. Both of them are so important to me i can't afford to lose them. Afterall, i scad my dad will scold me. I even missed a movie becos of that *sad
Thank you Crystal for your help. Proud of us ♥
I never thought to buy things in the mall but the shoe is so cheap! Can you believe it's actually rm20? Maybe the shoe is cheap that it'll die anytime *touch wood* i actually prefer the pink one but i think it looks weird on me as i always wear dark colour shirt so i've to choose the blue one.
Actually i already swear to myself i won't tell my dad about the incident cos i'm sure he'll scold me. But then when i reach home, i still couldn't resist to tell him cos i don't usually lie to him. He laughed at me haih so i guess the whole thing is over & i'm glad i told him. I really think i'm clumsy.
No more next time!
Celebration, tonight! I can't wait!!!!! *wooohoooooo
ps: midterm is next fri! dying....
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dad & me kacau-ing in the kitchen that my mom shouted us out. why so fierce ><
I almost drunk becos of this. i can feel myself flying already haha cos i couldn't even walk properly but it's only 11% alcohol wtf
The other day i was so bored & i followed my dad to giant @ shah alam becos he wans to check the sales of his new product. I thought it would be exciting. Learned a lot that i don't think i can get it from class that's why i always say i like marketing but too bad i hate essays so much that i decided to give up marketing. haih wasted.
I actually took a picture with the chef but i look ugly in it so no pics wtf. It's exciting when i see how my dad asked them about the sales and the happy look on his face when he see the sales figure. I was excited when they discuss about the promotion and etc. I seriously iz thinking to take marketing but i think figure suits me more.
Did i say before how much i love starbucks & i always miss the chance to go wtf. Finally i went *woohoo
me with my drink. see my happy face wtf
my caramel hot chocolate!! *loves*
& then yesterday i dropped my cards into the drain. So clumsy sigh! My dad already warned me before don't put things on the car's side door but still i put it cos it's already my habit! So yesterday when i open the car door i accidentally pull the cards out and they dropped directly into the drain before i had time to think what's going on. I stunned a while and realise i must do something to fix it *bravo. Tried to pull up the cover but failed wtf cos they're fixed! I panicked again & then Crystal decided to get help from the guard but who knows they said need to inform the management to get the machine to take up the cover. OK i stunned again. Luck was on my side cos i finally found one which can be taken up! So we 2 girls took up the cover & then i went inside and take my things. I can't believe i managed to go inside so now i know the advantage of being short! so that we can go inside the drain whenever needed wtf. One of my friend asked did i ever think of the dirtiness. Surprisingly, no. All i think was to get my cards out cos one is my touch & go card and then the other is my access card to enter my house. Both of them are so important to me i can't afford to lose them. Afterall, i scad my dad will scold me. I even missed a movie becos of that *sad
Thank you Crystal for your help. Proud of us ♥
I never thought to buy things in the mall but the shoe is so cheap! Can you believe it's actually rm20? Maybe the shoe is cheap that it'll die anytime *touch wood* i actually prefer the pink one but i think it looks weird on me as i always wear dark colour shirt so i've to choose the blue one.
Actually i already swear to myself i won't tell my dad about the incident cos i'm sure he'll scold me. But then when i reach home, i still couldn't resist to tell him cos i don't usually lie to him. He laughed at me haih so i guess the whole thing is over & i'm glad i told him. I really think i'm clumsy.
No more next time!
Celebration, tonight! I can't wait!!!!! *wooohoooooo
ps: midterm is next fri! dying....
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Sometimes i just feel empty.
This kind of emptiness is pretty weird (new) for me and i swear to god i've never experienced this kind of feeling before.
It's pretty scary (cruel) to have to admit that i'm actually having fear to face it.
Let alone experiencing it.
The melody of Kenny G is playing again and again in my mind.
Adding the emptiness in my heart more.
Suddenly, i wish i have the ability to escape from this lil trap of mine or perhaps to control my mind.
I hate this kind of feelings because it makes me not feeling alright and then the next second i realise is, i could hardly smile anymore.
Already i'm not a happy person like what others have always said.
What will happen when a sad person gets more sad, i don't know.
All i can do now is, face it bravely and i believe i can do it because i'm strong.
I'm alright, this is all i can say.
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This kind of emptiness is pretty weird (new) for me and i swear to god i've never experienced this kind of feeling before.
It's pretty scary (cruel) to have to admit that i'm actually having fear to face it.
Let alone experiencing it.
The melody of Kenny G is playing again and again in my mind.
Adding the emptiness in my heart more.
Suddenly, i wish i have the ability to escape from this lil trap of mine or perhaps to control my mind.
I hate this kind of feelings because it makes me not feeling alright and then the next second i realise is, i could hardly smile anymore.
Already i'm not a happy person like what others have always said.
What will happen when a sad person gets more sad, i don't know.
All i can do now is, face it bravely and i believe i can do it because i'm strong.
I'm alright, this is all i can say.
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Life is so crazily boring! In case some of you who don't know yet, i'm just taking one subject this semester so can you imagine how bored would it be. However, i couldn't say this sem is relaxing much because it somehow is not relaxing. Next next week is my mid sem exam already and before i know it the final exam is just 2 weeks after mid sem exam. And then, my first year is over followed by 2 month plus holiday. What should i do then? No plan at all. I think work is the best way to kill time but my god this is so scary and i need to go through this process all over again. I remember when i just finish my A-Levels and i still have half a year before i start my degree and i was forced to find a job. This is scary because where on earth i'm gonna find myself a job! Luckily vivian is kind enough to help me and there i had my first job ever in my life. My boss is super super kind and i went through my first job safely.
On the first week of college, i went to genting with my college mates and it was a total fun i don't know why i just feel super happy and satisfy with the trip tho we didn't go to the outdoor theme park which i kinda regret about it. I thought i hate theme park a lot but when i look at how people smile/scream makes me feel like playing/screaming too! Next time, i shall go again. To the outdoor theme park.
We were on our way up the hill and it was freaking relaxing. I love to sit cable car.
The view from our room
haha in the hotel room
This is Liu Hui. She's from china.
hehe i like this pic a lot becos it makes me look a lot taller than crystal woohoo
We went to indoor theme park since we have not much time to go to the outdoor one :( This is actually my first time playing all these and surprisingly it was fun!!
I wanted to sit this so badly actually but it is only for kids :(
And then we sit this hehe it is so nice
woohooooo so nice so nice suitable for couple!! ♥ i like this a lot a lot a lot a lot can we go sit again hehe so romantic ♥
My pink bumper car hehe! ♥
What is this ar some kind of train which brings you tour around genting. This is why we wanted to go outdoor so badly and this is how we can see people screaming wtf
This one quite nice too becos it allows us to make wish i (we) made 3 wishes i suppose
There is this place very good to cam-whore one cos they have this super nice view haha
Thinking what to eat after those rides hmm hungry eh
Went to BE A STAR cos the lunch is provided and we can sing. Not a good place to sing but a nice place to eat haha cos i kinda like the noodle weird huh
haha this one! not that bad actually. Maybe i was hungry that's why
hehe yesterday i bought myself this purple glass from MCD. i want the pink one but no more T_T sold out already T_T
Gonna think something to do now. It's just 10.45 in the morning!
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On the first week of college, i went to genting with my college mates and it was a total fun i don't know why i just feel super happy and satisfy with the trip tho we didn't go to the outdoor theme park which i kinda regret about it. I thought i hate theme park a lot but when i look at how people smile/scream makes me feel like playing/screaming too! Next time, i shall go again. To the outdoor theme park.
We were on our way up the hill and it was freaking relaxing. I love to sit cable car.
The view from our room
haha in the hotel room
This is Liu Hui. She's from china.
hehe i like this pic a lot becos it makes me look a lot taller than crystal woohoo
We went to indoor theme park since we have not much time to go to the outdoor one :( This is actually my first time playing all these and surprisingly it was fun!!
I wanted to sit this so badly actually but it is only for kids :(
And then we sit this hehe it is so nice
woohooooo so nice so nice suitable for couple!! ♥ i like this a lot a lot a lot a lot can we go sit again hehe so romantic ♥
My pink bumper car hehe! ♥
What is this ar some kind of train which brings you tour around genting. This is why we wanted to go outdoor so badly and this is how we can see people screaming wtf
This one quite nice too becos it allows us to make wish i (we) made 3 wishes i suppose
There is this place very good to cam-whore one cos they have this super nice view haha
Thinking what to eat after those rides hmm hungry eh
Went to BE A STAR cos the lunch is provided and we can sing. Not a good place to sing but a nice place to eat haha cos i kinda like the noodle weird huh
haha this one! not that bad actually. Maybe i was hungry that's why
hehe yesterday i bought myself this purple glass from MCD. i want the pink one but no more T_T sold out already T_T
Gonna think something to do now. It's just 10.45 in the morning!
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Damn it damn it damn it damn it damn it damn it damn it damn it damn it!!!!! Argh i can't sleep i don't know why i don't know why it's not like i'm not tired i'm seriously very very tired and what i want to do now is sleep but there are so many things in my mind i can't get rid of them tell me what should i do cos i can't be like this every night right what can i do at this late night i'm bored i wish i can sleep well sigh
hmm anyway anyway, my parents are back! Back with presents woohoo! :)
Watch from DKNY! I always think DKNY sounds so much like DTKY. Like the watch so much because this is exactly what i want and i still remember how i describe my dream watch to my dad and it is right in front of my eyes now! How cool!
Necklace from SWAROVSKI for my 21st birthday! My mom always love to say i'm 21 years old this year because she always love to follow the chinese calender which i hate it so much.
I wear it right after my mom gave it to me because she asked me to maybe she is too excited haha
Last but not least! Happy 18th birthday Stephanie! Love you! *hugs!*
My pretty sister!! ♥ Enjoy your day!!!
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hmm anyway anyway, my parents are back! Back with presents woohoo! :)
Watch from DKNY! I always think DKNY sounds so much like DTKY. Like the watch so much because this is exactly what i want and i still remember how i describe my dream watch to my dad and it is right in front of my eyes now! How cool!
Necklace from SWAROVSKI for my 21st birthday! My mom always love to say i'm 21 years old this year because she always love to follow the chinese calender which i hate it so much.
I wear it right after my mom gave it to me because she asked me to maybe she is too excited haha
Last but not least! Happy 18th birthday Stephanie! Love you! *hugs!*
My pretty sister!! ♥ Enjoy your day!!!
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